Juz Me, Juz mY life, NoThin eLse

2007-03-01T10:10:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA...after so long im blogging... i was struggling for a while to log in coz i forgot my username and password!! haha tat simply tells hw long i nv blog man!! anyways, haha i came here to wish my self a happy 19th birthday!! hahaha...
And yes finally ive completed my year 1!! left another 2 more years in tis dumb skool!! hahaha
aft tat don noe wat ill be doin also!! anyways, nw its juz time to relax and find for a job during this holiday!!

ANYWAYS, ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAHES!!!!(haha tis is so lame!!)

2006-12-29T21:25:00.000-08:00

ok i am back alive again. its been months since i last entered blogger, and i juz only realised abt the new version of the blogger.. omg!!! lolx.. anyways, i don think ill be havin much time to blog coz skools abt to open in 4 days!! weeee!! i kinda wanna go back to skool, although i noe its boring.. coz my hse is a much more boring place to be!! hahaha.. ok, the latest event tat happen was my class bbq! it was raining quite bad on tat day, but we still manage to carry out out bbq. only abt almost half the class turned up=(. oh man, wat has happened to our class unity and bonding?haha, anyways can understand the reasons for why some didnt turn up, so its ok la!! anyways, we were tokin abt havin another chalet during the march break!! and i hope everyone would turn up for tat=).
ok so nw, im preparin for another bbq for my family on the 31st. juz another gathering and also to celebrate the newyear wid all my cousins, aunts and uncles. Ok, so we tried bookin pit at east coast but every single pit was booked for the day!!! then, yest i went to go look for a portable bbq pit and it was too expensive!!! arghh!! oh well, so we juz decided to build our own pit.... he he... plus the venue has nw changed frm east coast, to my uncle's place, so as to make everything convenient....anyways, will be goin down to IMM later wid my cousin to get all the stuff needed for tml!

so much for havin fun during the holiday, and i juz remembered i haven started any of my single projects yet!! i hav gt a total of 4 projects to do!!! OMG!!!
VB, HTML, CCT and also 1 for my dumb elective!! hahaha.. i can still be so happy and nt scared!! im so dead!!lolx.. its ok, shall start gettin stress and all when skool opens..hehehe..
for nw, look forward for a happy new year!! hahaha

alrights, i guess i could end here for this entry.. but before tat, a few things i want to remind myself. what ever tat has happened has already happened... no point lookin back and tryin to think too much abt it... u noe ure mistake nw, and donmake the same mistake again... juz try to change the mistakes tat u have made and start a new chapter... =)
hahaha wth, im tryin to lik self motivate myself here!!! lolx
but yea, it does werk and help me a bit.... hahaha...
ok when skool starts u hav a couple of things to do.... firstly, stop eating so much and exercise!!!hahaha... u hav a target to achieve OK?lol.. secondly, concentrate in ure driving man..nw tat u are goin to hav a car to drive soon=).... lastly, er.... u noe i noe can already!!! hahaha...
OK WTF, im tokin to myself here in my entry!!! LOLX
okok, tats all for now!!!hahahaha

2006-11-21T03:17:00.000-08:00

ok G!! heres the updates alright!!! hahaha.. been lazy and moodless to blog la.. haha, needless to tell u coz u practically noe hw im feelin rite now and all the shitty stuff im goin thru!! anyway, tks alot for being such a gd fren, although at times u keep sayin i make u sad!!=(.. hahah, but most of the times i make u happy rite!!!=)

OK, nw let me think if i gt anythin to update anot.... hmm, sat was out pratically the whole day. morining to afternoon went for all my classes. later in the evening, went to yishun to catch a movie wid my fren.. was suppose to watch a tamil movie but the fucking timings were so screwed!!! i was there at 5pm and the movie was only showin at 9PM!!! arghhhh... damn fed up man.. went all the way juz to catch the movie, but who the hell wants to wait for 4 fuckin hrs!!! so then, we decided to watch an english movie instead( step up)..
oh well, the movie was nice esp all the dance moves!!! i would rate the movie 4 out of 5... hahaha, at least my efforts to yishun was nt a waste!!!=)
after show, chilled, ate and then headed hm!!
Sunday nothin much.. juz stayed hm and rot!!
monday back to skool... hmm, first time i went hm before it actually turned dark!!! was hm by 6pm... hahaha.. boring, boring, boring.... even today, reached hm so early... fuck lifes gettin boring!!! anyways, at least nowadays i gt more time for myself alone..
and yes.... im seriously POOR!!!=( i need to werk!! if nt i can nv survive for long... tuitions are all on hold at the moment becoz of holiday...so mean while, was thinkin of werkin at some F&B area..ARGHHH.. so much stress!!hahaha

17th november.. a day nw tat i regret the most!!! made so many ppl get so upset all becoz of me!!!im starting to lose so many of them one by one.... most importantly ive, made some ppl lose the trust they had on me!!! fuck i feel so damn guilty... all of it has juz gt to come crashing down at me at 1 time.... im slowly losing the hope and strength within me... wonder hw long this things will drag on...
anyways, even though all seems so fucked up for me nw, im still putting up a big smile on me=) hahahaha....
although i noe it may be so fake on the outside, it still does help me to keep moving on wid life=))..

lastly, im lookin forward to tis friday's gathering!!! it seems all the 5C2 peepz are comin down!! hahaha, long time since i saw those idiots!!! Whole class goin to hav dinner at sakae sushi and UOB!!! hahaha, cant wait to see hw much they hav all changed... well, also heard there's clubbing aft tat!!! hahaha.. hopefully i can join u peepz for tat!!!

OK G!!! enough updates alrights!!=)

2006-11-13T07:11:00.000-08:00

been moodless to blog tis past few days.. or rather, iv gt nothin much to say...
but lately, hav many things bothering me.. not sure wat i shld do!! i don wan to look into into it too much though!!! however, there are still some decisions yet to be made!! fuck i really hate tis feeling!!! sometimes i regret having to meet new ppl in my life!!! it totally sux..watever!!!
Every single day is a terrible day for me!!
no one is too be blamed but myself for all tis confusions...
i wan to see u change tats all...

2006-11-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

1st nov- sha's birthday
3rd nov- G and dad birthday
5th nov(today)- sis birthday

well, on the 3rd, the class did a suprise cake cutting for our beloved small G... haha.. and i noe she was damn touched!!
on the same day, was dad birthday... hmm, sadly the whole day nv got to see him.. when i left to skool, he left to werk already!! gt back hm, and he was nt back hm!! returned only at 3am and i was already asleep by then.. oh well, juz wished by via SMS... lik a bit rude but no choice! oh well, who family was nt hm.. bro at camp and older sis at japen... so maybe tats why there was no celebration for him!! hahaa
and today my sis birthday..she juz turned 23!! lol.. i always keep reminding her tat its time for her to marry!! 23 already and gettin old!! same for u too G!!lolx..
anyways, sis still at japan!! so could nt celebrate her birthday too=(.. but she is returning tml, so i guess there will be a belated one!!lolx
a couple of classmates birthdays comin up too!!
and wat a period to be super broke!!! argh... at tis age already money is givin me so musch stress!! i owe alot of ppl money and damn i don noe hw im goin to settle all of those!!! not working currently also!!
thinking abt all tis juz gives me a headach!!! fuck tis is juz life for me!!
amyways, for the first ttime i feel my sat was put to a gd use!! wholeday was doin skool stuff!!! manage to complete my html assignment( although i took lik almost the whole day!!) and also did my part of my vb assignment!!=) so nw left to complete my vb and also hav to figure out hw to use illustrator by friday!!!
and today, was suppose to go church wid a fren... but tis the second time i did not go along!! hahaha.. was feeling damn lazy to wake up so early to go to church, although i had someone to lik drive me down there!! but wat to do, when it comes to holy stuff, i juz don seem to be intrested!!! =)
hahaa nvm next sun ill promise to go!!
so today whole day, did nothin much!! saw brother and sis play thier maple!!! both damn high lvl!!! im lik still a noob!! lolx.. so nv get to use comp until nw only aft bro return back to camp!!! since hav nothin much to do also, so here i am bloggin!! lolxx
goin to slp soon, but before tat, gt somethin important tat has to be done!!=X

2006-10-31T04:04:00.000-08:00

okiezz.. yest match wid RP was gd!! overall is a win!! yippy!!
well, gals both doubles lose though, but its ok!!=).. more more practice.. tml match against NP.. sure win liao=X..hahaha.. well, cca starting to get fun... thats the only thing tat keeps me frm stress of skool stuff!!hahaaa...
alamak, every single day in skul is so boringggg.. no fun=(!!.. nothin much to do actually... i also can see i don really learn much!! but im trying la... theres still alot of lazyness in me!!hahaha.. and yea, yest went dinner aft the match wid a fren.. and OMG, saw a very very old fren..hahaha.. at first i could not regonise until he came over to my table and stand infront of me!!! for lik 1 min, i totally didnt noe who he was... my fren who was having dinner wid me, he was lik who the hell is tis guy who juz come standing infront of us lik tat!!lolx.. hahah damn funny... bloody hell, the reason why i could nt regonise him was becoz he lost so much of fucking weight!!! he looked damn fit too.. previously, he was a damn fat chubby looking small boy!! but, when i saw him yest, i was lik...speechless!! hahaha.. change so much!!!
oh wellz, aft having a nice dinner, had a free ride home again=).. upon reaching home, use the comp for a while and straight went to sleep!!! was fuckin tired yest.. and today, really had no mood to wake up for the 8 am class.. but no choice had to pull myself up!!! and damn, tis bloody wisdom tooth of mine is giving me a real pain in the ass... damn painful until, my cheeks were swollen when i woke up tis mornin.. the whole left hand side of my face and neck ached lik hell today...grrr..
anyways, things arnd me nowadys are really heating me up, or i would say pissing me off... but im juz goin to stay calm and humble!! don wan to react lik my past!!
i juz wanna see some changes tats all...but am i expecting alot??

2006-10-27T19:21:00.000-07:00

been a long time since i blogged..
verylazy to update things and all.. anyways the last week was deepavali.. was not so bad for my family this year..lik everyove was more united=).. and yes, the second day some poly frens came over to my place.. didnt do much though! ate lunch, sit arnd, talk cock and take crappy pics=)
ok aft deepavali, cant remember wat happened the following days..(so skip)lolx!!

well, wed went to city hall aft skul!! before tat headed to woodlands wid g and her fren!! haha, both are damn retarded and funny ppl!! later both went somewhere and i went city hall.. went there to settle some past business which was left unsaid abt!! finally settle the prob and feel relieved!! previously, before leavin to city hall, i did tell g my reason for goin there.. so this gong and her fren , later came down to city hall to spy on me lolx, to see wat i was doin and who i was wid...saddly g, ure purpose of comin was wasted coz u were to late!! HAHAHA.... anywaays later, went to my frens bookshop slack there, and was sent hm by a taxi!

as for thursday, nothin intresting happened. normal skool day.. but damn, now im starting to dislik tis GD(graphic design) module.. very afraid of me juz giving up on it.. coz when i don lik something or hav no intrest in it, i will tend to easily giv up!! sian.. anyways, aft skul went for trainning.. tis time training was proper.. everyone played a ful game wid one another.. was a gd practice=)

and yest, it was our first game wid SP!! damn, overall we lost but we did win a few games!!
Girls: lost both doubles=(
Won 2 singles lost 1 single=)
boys: lost 1 won 1 double==
won 1 single lost 2=(
actually, SP is not tat strong!! everyone of us were very nervous and did many mistakes during the play!!
but im glad tat the team spirit was there.. and i think NYP did try their very best=)
Monday, will be our next match against RP.. heard RP players are damn gd... especially their doubles!! ok im so dead!! sp already cant win, hw to win RP!! fuckkkkk.. but nvm, still wont giv up=))
match ended at 10.30.. left TP and reach NYP at 11.. was suppose to go dinner wid the rest at AMK, but did nt join them coz i had to go hm=(... aft yest, i can start to feel more bonded wid the team...unlik the past, so worried and paiseh for being the only year 1 there for all the trainings!! i think sooner or later i willl get use to it...=)
well, tat was all for the week!!! lookin forward to the match wid RP on monday!=))

2006-10-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

AM i dumb or dumb?? LOX..hahaha..
oh well, sadly failed my ftt today!! haiz.. thought could juz pass the first time, but... no luck!! anyways nt goin to waste time anymore.. will be startin my practical very soon.. i cannot wait very long already!! I WAN TO DRIVE!!!!
Sianzz.. stupid ftt spoilt my mood today... sure to be laughed at by classmates tml!! Arghh..haha.. dumb dumb!!!
anyways, nothin much to blog today!! skool as usual as any other normal day!! boringgg... this sem is nt lik the previous sem!! everything feels different... sianzz.. last sem always looked forward to go to skool.. but tis sem nt lik tat!! DON FEEL LIK SKOOLIN AT ALL... i wan moneyyy!! damn... no time to werk part time also...hahaha... wat to do!! life is lik tat!! lol.. juz go wid the flow..
nothin much to say.. so shall end here...

2006-10-17T05:50:00.000-07:00

ok its juz been two days since skool started.. wat can i say, once again i don really lik most of the modules im takin!! but ive gt no choice man!!
the bloody haze is also makin me feel so sick!!! yest training was so slack due to haze!! we were practising lob hits yest!! and the funny thing is tat the ball could nt be seen when coach released the ball high up the sky... aft a while only we could see the ball falling to the grnd!!lol!! tis juz explains hw bad the haze was yest!!

oh well, today something really strike me and made me wonder!!! hmm, do i really resemble an ELEPHANT??? hahaha.. i don noe why but tats wat my poly frens say.. they say i do a bit.. don noe if they joke joke or wat.. hahaha but the funny thing here is tat, they say say until the day has really come for me to actually wonder if i really look lik one!! anyways its funny and cute so i don really mind!!lol..
Nowadays, im feeling really sian!! don really noe why... don really feel comfortable abt myself!! recently, a number of incidents hav happen and really made me think alot and wonder abt them... usually i noe i think too much, but tis time i don think im thinking too much... theres juz still alot abt me tat has to be changed!! in terms of character, attitude, appearence and all!!! when my close frens hav some advise or comments for me, it does help becoz, no matter wat way they say it in, it gives me a more stronger determination to wanting to improve in the areas i need to change in myself!! but i don noe if its all still possible!! haiya, don noe la but feel very irritated wid non other then myself!!!
OK stop!! hahaha i think im starting to type negativly!!! hahaha... anyways ill juz take watever comments and advise ppl giv me and try to put them to good use!!! lol
alrite, i was suppose to take tis time to go to gym now!! hahaha but decided nt to go, firstly becoz the haze makin me feel sick!! ive already gt a flu!! secondly im tird( not lazy) lol to go, and thirdly its a bit too late nw.. so shall cover up tml by running in the mornin before headin to skool!!hahaha
ok tats it for today!!

2006-10-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

alrite.. i thought painting was all over.. sadly no! i did still hav to paint the doors during my weekends!! sianzz.. anyways, today my family finally gt the time to do our shopping!! oh well, today was a really bad day to go little india, coz of the damn india ppl.. the whole place was packed!!! wah i juz cant stand it!! they juz walk on the road blindly not even bothered abt the cars!! hahaha.. but i really love the way my dad drives at such situations.. something really funny happened today.. we did our shopping already and was in the car headin for dinner... there was tis one lane which was made into a walking way for the india ass holes.. they juz walk on tat lane and block cars from moving.. my dad is really a freakin skilled driver!! wat he did was, he went freakin close to the india bustards and jambreak and horn at the same time!! next min, the whole bunch of idiots jumped of the road and scrammed to the side.. wah.. my dad was freakin close but he hack care!!lol.. i lik it when he drives tis way!! crazy driver.. after tat, my dad made the whole path free for cars to go!!! damn freakin annoying ppl!! although im a indian, i feel tis ppl from india are freakin useless and good for nothing idiots!!! they think the whole little india is thiers!!lolx.. anyways manage to come out of tat place pretty fast..
oh well, tokin abt shoppin!! damn i really pity my dad.. he really spent alot juz on cloths!! the cloths i bought for my self juz hit 200 bucks itself... i did wanted such an expensive one, but my dad said nvm juz take take.. end up all of us take and weeeee!!! it was really over the budget!! for 7 ppl each arnd $200... oh man, i really felt its waste of money!!! coz we are lik nt rich but spending juz tis much of amt is seriously nt worth it!! hmmm, actually for once i really do appreciate wat my dad has done for the family!! it was really nice of him=)
alright, tis month the budget for my self is really tight too.. i calculated for tis month, and realise i cant actually spent my money on extra stuffs lik movie and all... if not i will be short of cash in paying my own stuff.. i seriously need to find myself more tuition!! if not i cant survive on my own!! damn.. money is also makin me damn stress!!! having to manage all by myself, is really nt easy!! anyways, i choose to pay for my things by myself, so i hav to werk extra hard.. don wish to be so dependent on parents for everythin tat i want!!
BTW, skools startin tml!!! more stress... but at least my time is goin to be occupied.. tis sem is nt goin to be as free as last sem!!! hav starting concentrating on my cca, so it will take up my time aft skool every mondays and thursdays!!! one of the day will hav to go for my tuition and other classes.. so i guess only 1 day or so i will be free to go hm aft skool!!!lol, anyways i prefer tis kind of lifestyle, rather then to be wastin my free times.. being busy keeps my mind from thinking abt many things!! and yes most importantly, i goin to watch my diet seriously... some ppl say its nt really possible, but i will still try!! if i can stop smokin, its already a miricle to me.. so cutting down on food and exercising shld nt be tat much of a struggle!!! DETERMINATION is the word!!
its juz a matter of weather i wan or don wan!!!lol... alrite will keep all those i said in mind and werk on it!! tats all for today=))

2006-10-13T19:04:00.000-07:00

ok yest was a very tiring day for me.. mornin woke up early to go skool and buy books wid classmates.. end up juz a few of them came + i wennt all the way back to skool juz to buy 3 damn freakin books!lolx..
so aft tat ate in skool then went to bishan wid the rest to slack!! as usual, the class goes there and has gt no idea wat to do!! go coffeebean slack for a while and then later a few had to leave for werk.. oh ya, a few of them decided to wat a midnight movie tat nite... at first did not wan to go coz had other plans initially!! hahaha.. was suppose to watch midnight movie too at yishun wid frens.. but then tat was cancelled.. then later thought gt nothin to do so wanted to go to an old fren hse at bishan.. but i ended up goin to sommerset wid ruina and ZC... go there follow some PERSON while she does a shopping!! hahaah, everytime she took something i and ZC had somethin bad to say abt it!!lolx!! kenna bullied, and we are worst ppl to shop wid!! so whole afternoon, was walkin from HMV to cineleisure>>hahaha!! actually wanted to leave by 8.30 coz sis and fren call me over to go walk walk arnd the expo at little india...but some "PPL", kept sayin i pang seh la, she wont go if i go!! RUBBISH!! always use this method to ask ppl to stay... so i had to PANGSEH my frens and sis for u also k!!(u noe who u are)LOLX.. so later ZC left and ty and joe joined us..
this time again follow the guys for shopping... and i must say tis was the worst shopping i had wid my grp of frens!!lol.. 3 of them trying to change my style of dressing for me!! ask me wear skirt la, dress la, be more famminin and all those crap!!! aiya, im a garl so eventually will still dress lik tat in the future!! juz tat i wan to lose weight first before i try all tis on!! haha but tks ppl for being 'concern'!! lolx... its juz so weird, i nv had frens who say me lik tat.. haha first time... i always shop for boys t shirt and pants and stuff.. nv look at girly stuff brfore.. and yest was force by this ruina to look at all the ugly ugly gals cloths!!lol.. NVM, gib me 4 months and i promise u guys will see a change!!=)lol..
oh well, aft all those crapping arnd, was feeling very sian and tired already!! was already 9+ then, and we still had nothin much to do!! hmmm, so we walked to ps there arnd 10 i think to wait for germaine before we catched the movie!! over there, sat at starbucks and again for a while juz staring at each other..lolx.. then decided to play true or dare.. and man, i must say tis is the worst true or dare for me.. always nv wanted to say out but i juz had to to not lie for once in tat game.. hahaaaa so many sick questions and usual, and i also gt to noe the much more deeper side of some ppl!!!! hahahaah.. nvm all kept as secret=X!! rules of the game!!
OK, aft tat deary germaine finally appeared.. watched the movie frm the damn very first row seats.. head, neck eyes was very pain!! can say it was nt very comfortable!! but still the movie was nt bad!! and yea the movie tat we watched was call DEATH NOTE!!! u write one persons name on the book and they will die in 40 sec!!COOL.. im goin to buy a similar book lik tat very soon!!! MUhahahaa! movie ended at 2am.. very the tired already by then!! i had no NR goin to the west so had to take cabby home.. and yea initially dad was suppose to fetch me.. he also PANG SEH ME!! overslept!!lol ask me find my way home myself..grrr..
before i took the cab, i knew i had no hse key, door bell nt werkin, and knew everyone is deep a slepp!! so i was thinking, hw the fuck am i goin to get in my hse???lol... germaine ask me why i don hav a spare key!! coz by rite i am nt suppose to be hm so late and all so they expect tat a spare key is nt necessary for me!! sometimes my parents only look at one side of the pic!! hahahaaa.. they think too old already !! oldies!! ok so try contacting my bro!! and he another one, cub so nv pick phone up... so nvm i juz risked it and try my luck go home see the situation!! and germaine is damn funny, coz at tat time my hp was flat already and so she wrote all the ppls hp no on a piece of paper and gib me.. and gave me lots of 10 cent coins.. but aft a while i realise my hse there gt no COINS public phone!! HAHAHAAH.. damn lame man!!! anyways it was very thoughtful of her!!=))tks.. so i was first to get on cab.. reach home and my door was locked.. knocked for a while, for lik 15 mins and no respond.. even my topid DOG was sleepin..grrr.. after a while only it came out and bark!!! such a lazy dog i hav!!! upon hearing brownie my dog bark, my sweet ggranny came and open the door for me... hahaha.. lucky i didnt hav to slp on my stircase or wat!!! lolx
went hm took shower, toked to maine on the phone for a while and went to slp..
Overall, day was fun and enjoying... hmm some actions and stuffs made me think abit yest!!! i gt very a weird feeling abt myself.. nt sure why!!! hahaha hack it!!
oh well, will be goin back to skool on mon!!! and its time to get serious already.. no more playin arnd and wastin time!!!

2006-10-10T20:53:00.000-07:00

damn... monday i was out the whole day and when i return hm a nite, my mum came and told me tat the whole of bb had a major power failure.. evrything went off.. and fuck, nw my internet seem to be facing some problem!! damn irritated man.. hav to wait till my bro returns on sat so tat he can check wid the problem.. till then, i can die without my comp.. oh well, nw im at my fren TH place blogging.. will be leavin soon to town!!!
monday went to iceskating wid 07s... all bluff me say cannot skate, end up only me joey siti are the only few who really cant skate... OK, i fell lik a couple of times.. many of the falls where fall back.. and nw, i don noe why, but my neck and shoulders are really aching.. no pain at my back!! lol.. also had one great fall on the front.. almost landed face down, but luckly i covered my face wid my hands!! pheew!!! anyways, i think i did well enough as a nooby.. first first, kept holding the sides.. but towards the end i can move to the centre and skate alone!! yeah!!lol..shall go practice more during my free times!!
so aft tat, class headed to sakura rest to eat.. and damn i skipped my tennis training to spent 26 bucks upon forcing myself to eat as much as i could at the rest... fuck, i don usually spent so much money on FOOD!! anyways, had alots of fun crappin and takin pics too.. i don usually pose to take pics, but don noe why i was so excited to take pic wid my phone!! lol.. so aft tat, walk down ps there go play pool.. er.., only the guys and maine played.. i was juz seating there watchin!! hahaha.. was already 10.30 then, and had to rush hm coz i usually reach hm by 11 latest aft my training!!!lol.. so took cab, first drop 2 ppl to tpy, then one person to her hse then i finally reached hm.. actually i should hav juz taken a cab frm the place its self.. so much nearer to my hse.. was a bit dumb to make a rnd back to tpy then back tp bb!! lol.. nvm cabbing is fun too!! crazy!!
overall, the day was fun... having crappy class mates and hanging out wid them is real fun!!! lol
ok tuesday, went for my first instrumental class... damn teacher stays in the east.. had to wake up early to go for my 10 am class.. ok lesson was cool... sitting on the same position and playing is real hard.. wonder hw those musicians play in lik 1-2 hrs concerts!!.. ok aft class went to TH hse to slack!!.. played CS on her lappy.. the game is fun!! will be tranfering the game file to my comp real soon!! chit chat wid her abt our secondary skool days.. haha so funny went we think abt the past events tat we use to do!!lol
arnd 6 went for tuition... was very angry wid tat kid coz she nv do the homework i asked her to do... always lik tis!! so i scolded her and she gt so scared of me!!!! lol.. later tested her 6 time table, also nv memorise!! grrr.. so easy but yet shes so lazy!! so hard to teach primary skul kids.. coz they nv seeem to listen to wat u say!! hahaha.. but they are really very small and cute... lolx
oh well, gtg out already nw... goin holland V then will be headin to town to see some cloths!! cya peepz!!

2006-10-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

ok im juz super bored nw!! so come here to blog... well painting is FINALLY over in my hse!! sick of paintin man and its certainly nt an easy job to do! now juz left wid the cleaning up before new year..
the haze is fucking annoying man!! last thursday, i went to skool for training and bloody hell, i found it so hard to run!! topid haze cause my breathing to be harder when i ran!! 3 rnds and im down!! very sad my fitness lvl really goin dwn.. used to be able to run non stop lik a dog for lik 4.2 km during my netball trainings!! BUT nw, 3 rnds already tired!! ARGHHH... ive become weak too!!! aft sec 3 pick up all the damn bad habits, coz use to mix wid all the bad ppl!! don noe why i went the wromg path last time!! i so regret!! aft all those grp of frens were only there at tat time! nw all gone!! last time i use think so stupid!! haha.. nw i think abt the past things i use to do, it juz makes me laugh..
last time the things i used to do
* wont go skool at 7.30 sharp for assembly!! will come skool at 10 plus only wid gang.
*always kenna CWO and detension to do aft skool!!
*always skip lesson go toilet to smoke and during recess smoke in class!!
*very popular in skul among the DM and OM!!
*use to steal hp frm lower sec then sell and share the amt among my gang of frens!( truly regret)
*kenna caught for smokin in uniform by police!
*once kenna reported to skul for mixing wid outside gang members!!
*bully alot of ppl last time, esp those who disrespect me!!
WAH, when i recall all the things i did, i myself am shocked.. wat a gangster was i last time.. i did not potray to be a really gd person among the indians in my skool last time!!! sadly, i regret all the things i did... i feel lik apologising to those ppl whome i stole hp and wallet frm last time!! was such an idiot then!! no wonder recently i lost my wallet and valuble things lik IC!!( rebound back to me, but i accept tis) also lost alot of very gd frens becoz of my very bad attitude last time!!

oh well, past is past. i noe ive become a much better person now.. many ppl do say tat too.. i am able to really control my temper as well!! the frens i hav nw i really gd!! no more bad company and all!! i can feel tat i hav changed alot too.. hmm.. all tis a part of life tat i hav to go thru i guess!! the only bad habit im still holiding nw is smokin and drinkin.. but smoking ive really stopped!! only smoke when necessary.. drinking too!!
hahaha, don noe why i type all tis nw.. too bored la.. past few days been playin maple and kong kong.. helps to kill time!! very fun also.. but its gettin boring aft some time also..LOLX
and yess cant wait for skool to start.. i so don wan to waste time anymore.. i really hav to do well to reach my aim in life!! recently spoke to an inspector who is of my sis fren.. advised me to only join spf aft my degree.. which i feel is better also.. wid a degree i can go far in spf.. will straight away start of wid an ASP rank!! cool!! $$pay also is high!! lolx.. well for nw get a proper dip first.. then i was thinking abt studyin law and policing aft tat... get my private degree in law which will really be useful!! hopeful my plans werk!!
OK enough abt tokin abt future... lets see wats goin to happen tml first!! lolx
goin ice skating wid poly classmates.. for once, a class gathering somewhere near my home town.. i always go to the north=(.. but tml all come to the west.. lol.. all those bumps hav to wake up super early tml!! good luck to all.. i can slowly slowly shiaok shiaok wake up late!! lolx
anyways hope most peepz turn up tml.. oh well, shall stop here.. lazy to type already!! nt goin to slp so soon though.. shall find something to do nw!! byezzz

2006-10-04T20:12:00.000-07:00

yippy!!! At last gt my comp all fixed up again... dad said wait for bro to return frm camp next sat then he fix!!! i was lik, NO WAY!! wan me to die for 1 week without my beloved comp!!! so today woke up early to juz try to connect everything by myself!! and wow i did it!! hahaha.. so proud of myself again!!!
oh well, past 2 days been painting my hse together wid my dad.. so annoying coz only i am free to help!!! my other 3 siblings, 1 in camp, the other werkin, and the other studyin for exam!!Grrr... so me and my dad paint the whole hse all alone!! so much wrk yet to be done still... i painted 2 rooms all by myself!!! freakin tiring!! dad juz painted the ceiling and a bit of the hall.. i guess painting will be only completed by sunday!!
oh well, on tuesday mange to runfrmpaintin a while.. met up wid a few classmates to play badminton at amk.. only abt 7 of them came... the session was fun and good.. TY and philip are gd players, TY is still better!!=X.. haha ruina can play but eventually she still is nt up to my standards!! heheehe.. aft a 2hr session of badminton, went to tpy to eat and catch a movie.. and damn was being trick by my topid classmates believeing tat the movie was nt scary!! damn, it is nt tat scary but its still freaky!! esp the idiot philip who kepy scaring me and ruin frm the back!! grrrr... oh well, i think the movie is cool esp when ppl start dying 1 by 1 aft they play one retardard game call STAY ALIVE( tats the title of the movie actually)... overall an OK movie! so aft movie, they went to eat laksa at TPY... followed them and then later headed back hm for more painting!!!
sian.. today is my rest day at last, well, nt really coz will be goin to skool for training later at 6pm!! but still nt goin to do any painting till friday!!
so tats abt it.. amd yea, parents say i could invite frens over for deepavali!! still thinking abt it though lol!!! but those who come to my hse, its a MUST to giv ME red packet!! LOLX!!

AND before Iend it here, i would like to wish my BELOVED COUSIN MARIAN, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY !!! take lots of care and really hope to catch up wid u soon!!

2006-10-01T19:14:00.000-07:00

Weeee... yest was the 10th day since i touched another cigg stick!!! yeah, iit feels good man!! nv stayed without a stick for so long before.. proud of myself for putting in so much effort!!(pat pat)..LOL.. i think i realise tat its nt so hard aft all.. its juz the matter of whether i want to or nt.. so for me, i thought abt 5 reasons why i shld actually stop, and so i really decided too.. oh well, past few days hav been away frm smokers too, so i guess ii had no influence.. hopefully when skool open, i will still be able to maintin tis good habit!!!
anyways, new year is comin for me... dad has decided to paint the whole hse!! haha i luv paintin!!! yest juz started paintin the celing... previously my hse colour was two coatings of white and and some orangy colour.. nw my bro and i hav decided to giv my hse the more cosy and hotel kind of look!! hahah so bought white rose and a maroon for the hall... hahaha so exicting, wonder hw my hse will turn out to be!! as for my room, its some orangy-brown shitty colour.. my sis had to choose which i don really lik=(.. my bro gt a nice colour for his room!! nt fair!!lolx.. so painting will be commencing in my hse for roughly 5to 7 days.. means comp, tv all will be shut dwn!!! arggghhhh... cannot play maple and kongkong!! nvm painting is still fun to do!
and yes, yest juz remebered wat day was it!!! 6 months ago it was the most saddest day of my life!!! don really want to say abt it.. but, 1 think i realise is... no phone call and msg for the past 5 mnths, and nw it feels lik watever happen has juz nt happen! I knew i made a right choice then, but nw i feel a llil bit of regrets.
Haiz.. aft a while the feelings juz disapear and even tend to forget the person!!! oh well, i thought i was a memory, but no coz yest he actually called me a few times and msged me regardin is day!! but, again i juz ignored... sometimes i realise i really do make alot of wrong choices in life!!! maybe if i did ans his calls yest, things mite hav been diff nw!! haha.. anyways i don wan to look back... i think its juz a waste of time!!!

2006-09-25T20:21:00.000-07:00

wellz, nothin much to blog abt!! went for my tennis training yest.. very dissappointing coz, i juz ran 4 rounds and i gt so tired and found it difficult to breath!! oh well, i only hav myself to blame for smokin so much!! haha anyways decided to quit coz of my tennis.. tournaments startin next mnt 27!! hav to go dwn for trainings regularly frm nw on!! mostly likly coach has decided to put me to play doubles.. alot of communication wid my partner is required.. feel a bit out of place though coz im the only year 1 on the team.. but i guess it will be ok when i go dwn for trainings regularly and train wid them!! aft all i will hav to work together wid them as a team.. haha and was feelin happy yest, coz coach said my stokes hav improved.. he said i will be gd enough very soon if i attend trainings regulary.. hahaha,he was lik tryin to hint me why i nv go training the past few weeks!! hahaha.. anyways, im feelin damn nervous coz i hav lik less then a mnth to train before tounament!! plus aft very long time im goin to play in competiton again for tennis!! haha the last time i played a tennis competition was in primary skul!! lolx.. wish me luck!!
ok... ill be startin my instrumental class very soon too!! next mon hav to go and see the teacher.. so i m nt sure if i can lik go for the badminton game on the 2nd oct guys!! ill try to go though... hahaah, im only goin to pay 70 bucks to learn.. by rite, he charges other students 120 bucks the least!!! hahaha im so lucky.. oh well, he noes i cant really effort tats why.. oh well, nw gt additional expenses every month.. hav to lik save 120 bucks every month to pay my fees for my singing classes plus tis instrumental class... goin to be so broke all months=((.. hahah.. anyways glad tat im putting my time to some good use nw!!=))
need to find myself more tuitions to teach.. once PSLE over i will hav one tuiton down.. and having 1 tuition left is certainly nt enough for my monthly expenses!!
hav to find a way soon!!
Alrite, tats abt all.. nothin much to update abt though... thers still many issues and stuff running on my head.. don wan to think so much tats why i try to keep myself occupied.. hopefully it will werk!! juz wish i nv had to hear all those stuffs.... very disturbing!!

i don wish to noe....

2006-09-24T01:17:00.000-07:00

oh well, yest was my first vocal performance on stage!!! haha.. had to perform 2 songs on stage wid 6 other ppl!! i was so freakin scared coz i did nt hav time to practice tat much..anyways, yest the temple was super crowded coz it was the first day of the navarathri( don noe wat its call in eng)hahaha.. but its some prayer thingy ppl will lik be vegetarians and go to the temple for 9 days!! but for me i only vegetarian 1 day!! hahaha im such a pig!!
anyways, for the performance, had to wear cultured cloths and damn i had no choice!! hahaha!! had so much problem walkin and carrying myself in tat!! can say my first time wearin tat to a place where theres so many ppl!! felt uneasy for a while but later gt use to it!!! no matter wat i still hav to learn so mite as well start frm now hahaha!!
as for the performance, it did turn out well aft all... my teacher smiled at me aft the performance so i felt a sense of relieve!!! i think my grp of other gals and i did pretty ok!! my mom and thila and hubby came dwn support me!! they also said my voice was loud enough and clear!! hahaha so happy!! took a couple of pics in tat out fit, but i will nv put them up haahah!! too paiseh!! lol
anyways, yest was a great day and good experience.. lookin forward to do more such performance lik tis in the future... now i hav intended to take up and classical instument.. its called the indian drums.. mostly only guys played tat instrument but i don care coz i wan to learn hahaha..
hmmm, nowadays im tryin to get my self more involve and keep myself busy wid things.. hopefully this will give my mind some rest and peace frm thinking too much!!! juz trying to keep my mind away frm thinking abt many issues!! nw tat i have known more, its goin to pretty hard to let go.. but, i will try all i can... don wish to be wastin my efforts!! really!! hope to see a changed me =)

missing alot...

2006-09-21T19:31:00.000-07:00

oh no, i don noe why my tag board gt problem.. need to ask g help me wid it again haha.. oh well, went for class chalet and was nt too bad... haiz but i wanted it to be happy and fun all the way ,but i guess it did nt turn out tat way after all.. philip did put in a lot of effort for tis and i am glad almost the whole class turned up for it..
first day of the chalet, cant really remember wat happen!! i remeber i gt tipsy and all.. i guess i caused a few ppl to get pissed of and all.. so im really very sry to all..and tat nite, when my pal philip was harsh on his words to be, i don noe why i gt so damn upset over it.. juz feels so embarassing when he toked abt my parents and all in front of my whole class.. but i guess he did tat for my own gd coz i was so stuborn and drank till i exceeded my limits.. i truly deserved it.. i always make wrong decisions in life, also don noe why!! haizz.. anyways i did nt wan to spoil the whole show and all so juz walked in a room juz think why he threw words on me lik tat.. anyways later things turned back to normal.. oh ya aft tat we all went to the maze( some creepy shitty place) frm the start i did nt feel gd walkin to tat place already!! i tried to be humble as i can as i walked there.. when it comes to such things my heart is very weak!! felt so damn scared coz as walkin i could feel so many things juz watching all of us!! however, later when we reached the maze, i knew i shld nt go in by any chance and juz stay out.. and so i did. me and G did nt go at all!! we knew its nt clean and very disrepectful.. so i remain out prayin for the rst who when in to be safe!! haha now when i type all of tis sound so over reacting!! but tis hw i really felt at tat point.. real freaky!!
so aft tat return back to chalet and i when up to a room and wanted to juz lye dwn for a while.. and i juz ended up slpin..
Second day of chalet... everything was fine till the nite when i started drinking again...haizzz i don noe why!!!
so many things i hav to change abt myself... saw things tat i did nt wan to see!! haizz.. felt a bit sad and all, but been really workin hard since that day to get over this and juz forget everything!! plus i had to find out abt much more things... juz wish i did not noe abt it and all!! nw i juz donnoe hw to react.. advising others when i myself nt completely over it and all!! A very shitty feeling within me!! haizz.. nv expect the chalet to turn out lik tis for me!! but still happy for the rest who had a great time!! well, i don wan to analyse tis problem once again coz makes me think more and get more upset!!
and yea, remeber getting breathing problem!! tat made me feel even more un comfortable and all.. at tat point felt lik i was goin to lose myself!! felt lik another attack.. last attack i remeber i gt when i was in sec3, during one of my netball training.. gt heat stroke and a attack!! was rushed to hospital then!! tis time i think it was a bit too much of drinks + cigg + thoughts and feelings!!
but aft awhile i gt better..
OKIE.. i don wan to think too much abt things and get back to square 1.. for nw, will be juz lookin forward to go back to skool and really werk hard for my next sem!!
sem 1 results was nt wat i expected.. i noe i did study, but did nt expect to get so low for my GPA!! tats was another dissapointing news to find out on the day of he chalet!! anyways, wat is done is done.. i don wish to look back!! juz start a new chapter and keep moving on wid life...

why all tis?

2006-09-17T18:43:00.000-07:00

Happy 18th birthday joey!!!!!!!!!!
May all ure wishes come true and do enjoy urself as much as u can today!!
Its ure special day today!!! hav fun gal!!

cuz 18th b'dae!!!

2006-09-17T18:16:00.000-07:00

yo yo!! yeat went over to pasir ris costa sands chalet to celebrate my cousins 18th birthday!!! befor tat, dad drove me and my bro go and see pony at pasir ris coz i wanted to see!! haha.. the ponies where so cute la!! and my crazy dad so wanted me to line up in the queue to sit on a pony ride.. practically there were all small kids goin for the ride only!!! and i told my dad, im nt a kid anymore plus if i was to sit i on the pony i bet the pony will collapse and die!!! HAHAHAHA!! later ate some good ice cream at the place and then he drove me and my bro down to the chalets... over there, we were early so we helped to prepare for the party!! OMG, and i cant juz stand my bro!!! everywhere i walked wid me, he was lik: hey, look!! tat chinese gal pretty rite!! wahhh!!.. i don noe watz wrong wid him but he keeps checkin out chinese gals nowadays!! ask me intro my frens to him somemore!!NO WAY!! my poor bro juz needs a new gal fren, and i promise him i sure help him find the type he ones.. hehehe
anyways, later arnd 7pm everyone was there already. somethin really happened to spoil the suprise.. my cuz and i, before the bithday gal arrived, went to the shops to get thongs for the bbq.. and guess wat, i saw the birthday gal and her bf!! i straight away acted blur and acted lik i was there for another chalet.. ahe actually did believe me till, my idiot cousin who was walkin infront turned back and walked back to me.. when she saw my another cuz, she was HUH!! dmn freak man he, so topid walk back to me.. and so stupidly said tat his chalet was at blk S, when there were blks up to M ONLY!!! OH man, later she gav us the suspicious face and walked off wid her bf to the chalet!!
after tat i turned arnd and wacked my cousin upside dwn!! topid jerkkkk!!!HAHAHA
Anyways, later when she saw us back at the chalet, we both laugghed at each other.. i was such a gd actor, if not for my topid cousin!!LOLX
so waited for my uncle before we cut the cake!! birthday gal gt her faced smashed by cake too!! lolx.. And so we all gathered and played some lame games!! i had to leave early wid my bro coz my my bro had to go back to camp the next mornin!! so sad=(( ehehe.. arnd 10 left, dad and mum fetched us at clementi, went to fetch older sis at SIM, and all headed back hm to gether.... tat was all for the day!!

starting to feel it...

2006-09-15T18:29:00.000-07:00

Was at uncle philip hse yest. Went over to finalise the things to be bought for the class chalet. I must say philip has put in alot of effort for tis gathering!! so i really hope all my class peepz do turn up!! Last nite, before i went to sleep i juz happen to thing abt tis.. sometimes i wonder, who are the importent ppl in life for me.. many ppl will say their family first, but as for me i juz cant seem to accept tat.. i mean lik i really do wan to change my mindset!! i wanna try to love my family and giv them the most importence..As for tat to happen i would first hav to accept my dad for wat he has been doin for me and my family now and also forgive him for the rubbish he has done in the past.. watever is it, i can only forgive the most, but i can never seem to forget!! Ive seen my mum suffered alot in the past, and i don ever wish her to be treated the same again!!
All my 18 years of life, ive been only thinking abt myself and showed more care for my frens rather then my family... i tried living juz for myself, but it did not work out tat well!! there are times my frens gave me the most happiest memories and the most sadest memories too!! to tell the truth i hav more sad memories then happier ones!! but im kinda gettin use to such stuff!!
everything tat happened to be me, was juz a turn back to me.. i did try to make myself happy and appriciate life, wid the ppl arnd me!! but i realise tat i can never seem to fulfil tat wish..
So nw, i tell myself, nt to be self fish and juz thing abt my life alone.. ive decided to change my attiude and try showin more concern to the importent ppl in my life! i wanna live my life for the happiness of others nw, and maybe tis may werk out, rather then, juz lookin arnd for happiness for myself which din seem to werk out tat well!!
If i see my loved ones happy, tats when im really feeling happy for them as well for myself..TC all!!

memories kept....

cuz b'dae!!

2006-09-14T23:47:00.000-07:00

yup, yest was my dearie cuz 19th birthday!!! mornin, met her at yishun wid some other poly frens and went to watch another tamil movie wid her.. tis time the movie i watched was much better then the previous rnd!! not much of those india woker bustards and the cinema was quite and i could enjoy the movie.. my money was certainly nt wasted coz i felt tat the movie was really great!! the story line was good and it was a beautiful sad love story..
Treated my cuz for tat movie since her b'dae!! aft movie we went to play poool!! oh yea, met uncle philip at amk too.. he join my cuz and frens for a game of pool!! later at arnd 7 left amk and headed to ma cuz hse wid her.. a big suprise was awaiting for her at hm but she obviously does nt noe abt it!!
once reach hm she gt shocked!! she gt suprise to see ma bro and other cousins over!! as usual, cut cake, odered pizza for dinner and played a few games!!
then arnd 11 went back hm and slept straigh away!! hav another cuz birthday comin up!! her bf hav booked a chalet for her on the 17 and 18 of sept.. and im so dead coz hav class chalet frm the 19 to 21 too!!! i guess im goin to be a zombie without slp for straight 5 days!! OMG!! i wanna see if i can take it anot!! lolx

Felt lik a kid...

2006-09-12T19:47:00.000-07:00

Suppose to stay hm yesterday the whole day and sleep coz was not feelin well. Ya but me and my bro were to bored being hm the wholeday so decided to juz meet up wid my 2 other sis to go for dinner. hehe.. met my older sis and thila(fren) at thiong bahru.. from there took a bus down to river valley road and ate at the restaurant there.. mind it, i am lik suppose to be SICK, but i juz ate lik an pig!! hahaha omg!! the food was too good to resist la!!! so later had desert as well and we took a bus to thiong bahru park to slack!!
once reach there, we all juz felt so kiddy man!! my older sis and younger sis were lik fightin for the swing.. hahahaha thila and i were tryin to play arnd wid the monkey bar... hahaha we had lots of fun at the playground... practically everyone at the park tat nite were couples and they were lik havin a romantic time!! but us, we were juz lik pretending to be lik small kids and playin catching at 11pm!! hahaaha..
later sam came to join us after his werk(thila hubby)!! haha he gt shock when he saw his wife hanging upside dwn on the monkey bar!!! hahaha.. so later we settle down and played murderer usin the gambling cards.. hahaha can u imagine playing card games wid a police man arnd!! its juz so funny... anyway the first rnd of the game, sam was the police.. hahaha he is already a real police playin as a fake police in the game of murderer!!!hahaha funny man! so we played a few rounds and then we played a few rnds of taitee as well!!
played till 12 + and then my dad drove dwn and fetched us all hm!!
OMG i totally forgot i was sick!! was havin too much of fun i guess hehe.... anyways was feelin giddy a bit so went to slp straight aft tat..
so tat was all for yest!!!

holiday!!

2006-09-11T21:16:00.000-07:00

AH HA!! its been like 2 weeks since holiday started. Been goin out a lot, slacking, chalets, and birthday parties!!! i am having a great time though! hmmm, lets see wat i hav been doin since holiday started??

31 0ct- when back to ctss(clementi town seconday) for teachers day celebration. Met ker, TH, and xin hui at the station. Met up wid the rest of the 5C2 peepz at the skul hall. The celebration was lik damn boring, but i was glad to see some of ma teachers performin on stage.hahaaha.Aft celebration, when to see all my teachers. all really had somethin to say abt my hair!! damn!! hahaaha.. then later left skul and headed to mac wid shu ting TH and xin hui. okie i gt damn shock when i saw ST smoke!! nvm at least i hav a smokin kaki nw.hehe. Took alots of crappy pics at mac and then soon headed to town. Guess wat, at the station i saw G. i was lik, wth was she doin at clementi staion??? hahaha. she was wid her fren and was headin to town too. splited up at town as, i and TH had to go meet some lady for an interview.( anyways didnt get tat fuckin job) Later again, i met G and her fren. we were so bored so went to look arnd in COLD STORAGE!! hahaha damn lame.. then all went off!! i went to get ma fren a gift. at first did nt noe wat to get coz don noe wat she lik!! so as usual, gt her a bracelet!! so callled her up, told her to be dwn her hse at 9pm. Went there, met her, gave her the gift and we chatted for a while near her blk. LONG time since i saw her... glad she liked my gift and also gald tat she is doin well in life!!haha.. next stop was home..
1st sept- early morning at 9 travelled all the way to TPY to ma frens hse. was suppose to be ther early to prepare for sam's 30th birthday celebration tat was to be held later in the evening at aloha changi chalet! we still had many things nt done yet!! suppose to leave my frens hse at 3 and be there at the chalet and set up all the things by 5pm. but damn, only reach there at 5. hahaha.. all gt so tensed and quickly gt things all set before frens came... everything went great and birthday boy was real suprised... i was the incharge of takin all the shots and it all turned out well..( of coz im lik the PRO)well, aft the party, juz slacked, turned on loud music and dance whole nite!! the whole event was real fun. next day checked out, and straight headed hm to slp!!
2nd sept- woke up late at anrd 3pm!! as usual went for my class at boon keng and juz headed hm aft tat!! nothin much
4th sept- Met kerlina at clementi in the mornin.. headed to TH hse.Before goin up to her place, went to buy KFC for lunch...her hse has changed so much.. frm a typical chinese oriented hse to a morden classic hse!! hahaha... went over juz slacked and watched 2 movies...hahaa as usaul had lots of fun disturbin kerlina!! ahe still has gt no change!! hahahaa.. later xin hui came over.. chatted along wid her.... she brought dye to colour her hair, and i certainly did nt help her wid it coz i suck at it hahaha!! TH juz lended a helping hand. so later at arnd 7pm left her hse and headed for tuition.. and guess wat, i drank beer at TH hse and went to teach tuition aft tat!! haha lik wth!!
5th sept- Went to uncle philip hse. Went over to discuss some class chalet matters.. before heading to his room, we notice his mum's car was there and the keys were left behind too!! no one was hm!! so hehe, i asked uncle to let me drive... at first he was so scared but eventually he trusted me and let me drive the car.. i juz reversed the car out and then later helped his mum park it back straighter.. before tat the car was lik parked not straight.. haha im such a pro!! so later headed to his room, and wrote out all the things need to be bought for the chalet.. later at 6 i left his hse and he left for werk!! while in the bus, shu ting called me say she was bored.. so she came down to clementi at 8pm and met me... we went up to one of the HDB carpark the playground to slack... tat place really gives me a lot of memorise coz i use to pon lesson wid ma frens and we always went up there to slack and hav fun.. and aft so long i and ST went up there to slack... later we realise, the two of us sitting and smokin alone quite boring... so we decided to call mor ppl dwn!! it was already lik 9pm then... so ST called karmeng and he was so nice to come dwn too!!! aft a while we called li jun down too!! hahaha.. we were so bored and juz kept callin ppl to come dwn and slack wid us too!! so later i left the grp and headed hm at 10.30pm.. the rest were still bored and they decided to go and play pool!!!hahaha( as for me i had to leave coz ,damn, i cant go hm too late!!)
6th sept- realised tat i was lik nt makin much effort for my driving.. the first time becoz of my chalet, i missed my ftt!! sucks!! so i decided to go dwn to bbdc to book my next ftt date.. sian to go alone so asked ST to follow me.... she so sweet follow be bukit gombak!! before tat i told her to help me buy a cashcard so tat i can book for my ftt.. i ask her buy at arnd jurong there coz i noe tat bb 7-11 there has been sold out... she also was kind enough to go buy for me one! but so poor thing, coz every shop she went arnd JE all said sold out!! ahaha.. she even went to the bank to check out if they sold!! finally she gave up!! coz everywhere she went at JE, juz said sold out!! as for me if no cashcard= cant book!!!=(.. but then i tried my luck and went to BB cheers and asked if they sold. and luckly, THEY DID!! pheew it was really a relieve for me.. as for ST i owe her for helpin me go arnd JE askin for cashcard!! hehe.. So wid tat we met at BG and went to book my ftt date. At first all slots were full.. i was so shocked.. coz even for the mnths next year it was full!! i was lik cannot be and all!! so i aske done of the assitance wekin there hw can! then i realised hw topid i was.. i forgot to renew my mambership and so i was nt able to book!! how dumb of me!! hahaha so i renewed my membership and booked my ftt on the 19/10!!
later we both headed to CCK to chill!! again we were bored, so i decided to call uncle philip dwn to CCK..he came dwn and i intro ma fren to him!! hahaha.. we guys wanted to sit dwn somewhere and drink!! so at first we decided to go to a park coz we did not no of any pub in CCK whereby we can chill!! but tks to ST powerful vision, she spotted a pub at some bulding at CCK.. haha at first i thought i cant go in, coz i was wearing slippers.. but the man werkin there said nvm!! hehe.. but uncle kept laughin abt it coz he said tat, tat was the first time he ever saw some one wearin slippers to a pub!!//grrrr.. anyway hack him!! so we slacked ther and drank!! uncle and my fren were gettin well!! i was juz laughin to my self haha.. the whole thing was juz so funny!! anyways, as usual i had to leave early!! ST already wanted to clubbin wid her fren tat day!! so she asked uncle to follow if he wanted!! of coz uncle said yes la, and he followed her to her hse so she could get change and head to MOS!! so the nite i don noe wat happen coz i went hm!! hahahahaa.. i guess both had a great time!!
7th sept- went for tuition in the afternoon!!! was already starting to feel a bit sick!! later met germaine at BB. she went there to accompany her fren to YISS, as her fren had some meeting there. so mean while, she had nothin to do for lik 2hrs. she called me and i decided to accompany her coz the skul was juz beside my hse!! hehe!! so went dwn my hse and metG. slacked and chatted wid her. soon her fren was down... they headed somewhere and i juz headed hm!!
10th sept- okie, was already getting the symptoms of fallin sick!! hav a slight flu, cogh and sore throat.. had not gt fever yet so thought it was still okie to go out!!! tat night, went to watch a tamil movie at yishun aft such a long time!!! tix was lik fuckin ex 11 bucks.. oh well, tis is lik once in a while so its fine! went wid ma sis and a few other frens!! it was a sunday which i went so the whole place was filled wid fuckin india mans!! lik the workers and all!! fuck man!! basically the whole cinema was filled wid them!! eeekkk!!! and fuckin hell, even before the movie started, they all juz started whislting and making hell of a noise.. thru out the movie it was juz so fuckin noisy!! i really wasted 11 bucks!! those bustards think tis is INDIA. yes its true in india the situation is lik tat!! but hello tis is singapore!! tis nt ure fuckin country!!! oh well i gt so pissed!! and ya i even scoled one bustard outside the cinema coz he was lik makin fun of my sis and her fren!! so i went up to tat jerk and srewed him up!! i gt so angry man!! later my sis pulled me away and we went off to eat!!! whole day discussing abt hw i scoleded tat guy!! anyways they all supported me!! hehe.. oh well had supper and headed hm!!

11th sept- alrite, nw im really sick!! have tis swoolen neck, flu, sore throat fever and also vommiting!! im really damn sick!! my grand ma told me i mite get the smaller version of chicken pox? becoz frm past experince she said these are the symtomps.. i was so scared when she said tat!! i don think its pox!! maybe the swollen neck and sore thorat mite juz be hitting to me tat it mite be throat cancer!! been smokin alot lately becoz of the goin outs!! i really am trying to cut dwn though!! haizz!! okie im nt goin to scare my self!! hehe!! hope its juz a normal flu and fever!
so later in the evening had no choice but to go for my tuition!! had already postponed many lessons for tat gal!! so i endured and went!! had to teach both sis for solid 3 hrs!! i was already dying in lik an hr!! so i told the gals i hav to stop half and hr early coz i really had a bad headach then!! so quickly bought porridge and went hm! ate lik 2 spoons of it then vommit!! argg!! kind of suffered the nite could nt slp and all!! hands started intching and all!! i reallyy hope its nt goin to be the small pox or watever shit!
12th sept- today feeling a bit better. i guess i juz need more rest!! wont be doin much today juz sleepin!! oh ya later goin ftp( final theory practice!!).. alrite tats all for today!!

New start!!

2006-08-20T00:03:00.000-07:00

heyya!! deleted old blog and re- openin a much more nicer and a brand new blog!! this blog is meant for my frens out dere!!! hehehe