ok G!! heres the updates alright!!! hahaha.. been lazy and moodless to blog la.. haha, needless to tell u coz u practically noe hw im feelin rite now and all the shitty stuff im goin thru!! anyway, tks alot for being such a gd fren, although at times u keep sayin i make u sad!!=(.. hahah, but most of the times i make u happy rite!!!=)

OK, nw let me think if i gt anythin to update anot.... hmm, sat was out pratically the whole day. morining to afternoon went for all my classes. later in the evening, went to yishun to catch a movie wid my fren.. was suppose to watch a tamil movie but the fucking timings were so screwed!!! i was there at 5pm and the movie was only showin at 9PM!!! arghhhh... damn fed up man.. went all the way juz to catch the movie, but who the hell wants to wait for 4 fuckin hrs!!! so then, we decided to watch an english movie instead( step up)..
oh well, the movie was nice esp all the dance moves!!! i would rate the movie 4 out of 5... hahaha, at least my efforts to yishun was nt a waste!!!=)
after show, chilled, ate and then headed hm!!
Sunday nothin much.. juz stayed hm and rot!!
monday back to skool... hmm, first time i went hm before it actually turned dark!!! was hm by 6pm... hahaha.. boring, boring, boring.... even today, reached hm so early... fuck lifes gettin boring!!! anyways, at least nowadays i gt more time for myself alone..
and yes.... im seriously POOR!!!=( i need to werk!! if nt i can nv survive for long... tuitions are all on hold at the moment becoz of holiday...so mean while, was thinkin of werkin at some F&B area..ARGHHH.. so much stress!!hahaha

17th november.. a day nw tat i regret the most!!! made so many ppl get so upset all becoz of me!!!im starting to lose so many of them one by one.... most importantly ive, made some ppl lose the trust they had on me!!! fuck i feel so damn guilty... all of it has juz gt to come crashing down at me at 1 time.... im slowly losing the hope and strength within me... wonder hw long this things will drag on...
anyways, even though all seems so fucked up for me nw, im still putting up a big smile on me=) hahahaha....
although i noe it may be so fake on the outside, it still does help me to keep moving on wid life=))..

lastly, im lookin forward to tis friday's gathering!!! it seems all the 5C2 peepz are comin down!! hahaha, long time since i saw those idiots!!! Whole class goin to hav dinner at sakae sushi and UOB!!! hahaha, cant wait to see hw much they hav all changed... well, also heard there's clubbing aft tat!!! hahaha.. hopefully i can join u peepz for tat!!!

OK G!!! enough updates alrights!!=)