Weeee... yest was the 10th day since i touched another cigg stick!!! yeah, iit feels good man!! nv stayed without a stick for so long before.. proud of myself for putting in so much effort!!(pat pat)..LOL.. i think i realise tat its nt so hard aft all.. its juz the matter of whether i want to or nt.. so for me, i thought abt 5 reasons why i shld actually stop, and so i really decided too.. oh well, past few days hav been away frm smokers too, so i guess ii had no influence.. hopefully when skool open, i will still be able to maintin tis good habit!!!
anyways, new year is comin for me... dad has decided to paint the whole hse!! haha i luv paintin!!! yest juz started paintin the celing... previously my hse colour was two coatings of white and and some orangy colour.. nw my bro and i hav decided to giv my hse the more cosy and hotel kind of look!! hahah so bought white rose and a maroon for the hall... hahaha so exicting, wonder hw my hse will turn out to be!! as for my room, its some orangy-brown shitty colour.. my sis had to choose which i don really lik=(.. my bro gt a nice colour for his room!! nt fair!!lolx.. so painting will be commencing in my hse for roughly 5to 7 days.. means comp, tv all will be shut dwn!!! arggghhhh... cannot play maple and kongkong!! nvm painting is still fun to do!
and yes, yest juz remebered wat day was it!!! 6 months ago it was the most saddest day of my life!!! don really want to say abt it.. but, 1 think i realise is... no phone call and msg for the past 5 mnths, and nw it feels lik watever happen has juz nt happen! I knew i made a right choice then, but nw i feel a llil bit of regrets.
Haiz.. aft a while the feelings juz disapear and even tend to forget the person!!! oh well, i thought i was a memory, but no coz yest he actually called me a few times and msged me regardin is day!! but, again i juz ignored... sometimes i realise i really do make alot of wrong choices in life!!! maybe if i did ans his calls yest, things mite hav been diff nw!! haha.. anyways i don wan to look back... i think its juz a waste of time!!!