Tuesday, October 17, 2006
ok its juz been two days since skool started.. wat can i say, once again i don really lik most of the modules im takin!! but ive gt no choice man!!
the bloody haze is also makin me feel so sick!!! yest training was so slack due to haze!! we were practising lob hits yest!! and the funny thing is tat the ball could nt be seen when coach released the ball high up the sky... aft a while only we could see the ball falling to the grnd!!lol!! tis juz explains hw bad the haze was yest!!
oh well, today something really strike me and made me wonder!!! hmm, do i really resemble an ELEPHANT??? hahaha.. i don noe why but tats wat my poly frens say.. they say i do a bit.. don noe if they joke joke or wat.. hahaha but the funny thing here is tat, they say say until the day has really come for me to actually wonder if i really look lik one!! anyways its funny and cute so i don really mind!!lol..
Nowadays, im feeling really sian!! don really noe why... don really feel comfortable abt myself!! recently, a number of incidents hav happen and really made me think alot and wonder abt them... usually i noe i think too much, but tis time i don think im thinking too much... theres juz still alot abt me tat has to be changed!! in terms of character, attitude, appearence and all!!! when my close frens hav some advise or comments for me, it does help becoz, no matter wat way they say it in, it gives me a more stronger determination to wanting to improve in the areas i need to change in myself!! but i don noe if its all still possible!! haiya, don noe la but feel very irritated wid non other then myself!!!
OK stop!! hahaha i think im starting to type negativly!!! hahaha... anyways ill juz take watever comments and advise ppl giv me and try to put them to good use!!! lol
alrite, i was suppose to take tis time to go to gym now!! hahaha but decided nt to go, firstly becoz the haze makin me feel sick!! ive already gt a flu!! secondly im tird( not lazy) lol to go, and thirdly its a bit too late nw.. so shall cover up tml by running in the mornin before headin to skool!!hahaha
ok tats it for today!!
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