ok im juz super bored nw!! so come here to blog... well painting is FINALLY over in my hse!! sick of paintin man and its certainly nt an easy job to do! now juz left wid the cleaning up before new year..
the haze is fucking annoying man!! last thursday, i went to skool for training and bloody hell, i found it so hard to run!! topid haze cause my breathing to be harder when i ran!! 3 rnds and im down!! very sad my fitness lvl really goin dwn.. used to be able to run non stop lik a dog for lik 4.2 km during my netball trainings!! BUT nw, 3 rnds already tired!! ARGHHH... ive become weak too!!! aft sec 3 pick up all the damn bad habits, coz use to mix wid all the bad ppl!! don noe why i went the wromg path last time!! i so regret!! aft all those grp of frens were only there at tat time! nw all gone!! last time i use think so stupid!! haha.. nw i think abt the past things i use to do, it juz makes me laugh..
last time the things i used to do
* wont go skool at 7.30 sharp for assembly!! will come skool at 10 plus only wid gang.
*always kenna CWO and detension to do aft skool!!
*always skip lesson go toilet to smoke and during recess smoke in class!!
*very popular in skul among the DM and OM!!
*use to steal hp frm lower sec then sell and share the amt among my gang of frens!( truly regret)
*kenna caught for smokin in uniform by police!
*once kenna reported to skul for mixing wid outside gang members!!
*bully alot of ppl last time, esp those who disrespect me!!
WAH, when i recall all the things i did, i myself am shocked.. wat a gangster was i last time.. i did not potray to be a really gd person among the indians in my skool last time!!! sadly, i regret all the things i did... i feel lik apologising to those ppl whome i stole hp and wallet frm last time!! was such an idiot then!! no wonder recently i lost my wallet and valuble things lik IC!!( rebound back to me, but i accept tis) also lost alot of very gd frens becoz of my very bad attitude last time!!

oh well, past is past. i noe ive become a much better person now.. many ppl do say tat too.. i am able to really control my temper as well!! the frens i hav nw i really gd!! no more bad company and all!! i can feel tat i hav changed alot too.. hmm.. all tis a part of life tat i hav to go thru i guess!! the only bad habit im still holiding nw is smokin and drinkin.. but smoking ive really stopped!! only smoke when necessary.. drinking too!!
hahaha, don noe why i type all tis nw.. too bored la.. past few days been playin maple and kong kong.. helps to kill time!! very fun also.. but its gettin boring aft some time also..LOLX
and yess cant wait for skool to start.. i so don wan to waste time anymore.. i really hav to do well to reach my aim in life!! recently spoke to an inspector who is of my sis fren.. advised me to only join spf aft my degree.. which i feel is better also.. wid a degree i can go far in spf.. will straight away start of wid an ASP rank!! cool!! $$pay also is high!! lolx.. well for nw get a proper dip first.. then i was thinking abt studyin law and policing aft tat... get my private degree in law which will really be useful!! hopeful my plans werk!!
OK enough abt tokin abt future... lets see wats goin to happen tml first!! lolx
goin ice skating wid poly classmates.. for once, a class gathering somewhere near my home town.. i always go to the north=(.. but tml all come to the west.. lol.. all those bumps hav to wake up super early tml!! good luck to all.. i can slowly slowly shiaok shiaok wake up late!! lolx
anyways hope most peepz turn up tml.. oh well, shall stop here.. lazy to type already!! nt goin to slp so soon though.. shall find something to do nw!! byezzz