oh well, yest was my first vocal performance on stage!!! haha.. had to perform 2 songs on stage wid 6 other ppl!! i was so freakin scared coz i did nt hav time to practice tat much..anyways, yest the temple was super crowded coz it was the first day of the navarathri( don noe wat its call in eng)hahaha.. but its some prayer thingy ppl will lik be vegetarians and go to the temple for 9 days!! but for me i only vegetarian 1 day!! hahaha im such a pig!!
anyways, for the performance, had to wear cultured cloths and damn i had no choice!! hahaha!! had so much problem walkin and carrying myself in tat!! can say my first time wearin tat to a place where theres so many ppl!! felt uneasy for a while but later gt use to it!!! no matter wat i still hav to learn so mite as well start frm now hahaha!!
as for the performance, it did turn out well aft all... my teacher smiled at me aft the performance so i felt a sense of relieve!!! i think my grp of other gals and i did pretty ok!! my mom and thila and hubby came dwn support me!! they also said my voice was loud enough and clear!! hahaha so happy!! took a couple of pics in tat out fit, but i will nv put them up haahah!! too paiseh!! lol
anyways, yest was a great day and good experience.. lookin forward to do more such performance lik tis in the future... now i hav intended to take up and classical instument.. its called the indian drums.. mostly only guys played tat instrument but i don care coz i wan to learn hahaha..
hmmm, nowadays im tryin to get my self more involve and keep myself busy wid things.. hopefully this will give my mind some rest and peace frm thinking too much!!! juz trying to keep my mind away frm thinking abt many issues!! nw tat i have known more, its goin to pretty hard to let go.. but, i will try all i can... don wish to be wastin my efforts!! really!! hope to see a changed me =)

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