HAHAHA...after so long im blogging... i was struggling for a while to log in coz i forgot my username and password!! haha tat simply tells hw long i nv blog man!! anyways, haha i came here to wish my self a happy 19th birthday!! hahaha...
And yes finally ive completed my year 1!! left another 2 more years in tis dumb skool!! hahaha
aft tat don noe wat ill be doin also!! anyways, nw its juz time to relax and find for a job during this holiday!!

ANYWAYS, ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAHES!!!!(haha tis is so lame!!)

ok i am back alive again. its been months since i last entered blogger, and i juz only realised abt the new version of the blogger.. omg!!! lolx.. anyways, i don think ill be havin much time to blog coz skools abt to open in 4 days!! weeee!! i kinda wanna go back to skool, although i noe its boring.. coz my hse is a much more boring place to be!! hahaha.. ok, the latest event tat happen was my class bbq! it was raining quite bad on tat day, but we still manage to carry out out bbq. only abt almost half the class turned up=(. oh man, wat has happened to our class unity and bonding?haha, anyways can understand the reasons for why some didnt turn up, so its ok la!! anyways, we were tokin abt havin another chalet during the march break!! and i hope everyone would turn up for tat=).
ok so nw, im preparin for another bbq for my family on the 31st. juz another gathering and also to celebrate the newyear wid all my cousins, aunts and uncles. Ok, so we tried bookin pit at east coast but every single pit was booked for the day!!! then, yest i went to go look for a portable bbq pit and it was too expensive!!! arghh!! oh well, so we juz decided to build our own pit.... he he... plus the venue has nw changed frm east coast, to my uncle's place, so as to make everything convenient....anyways, will be goin down to IMM later wid my cousin to get all the stuff needed for tml!

so much for havin fun during the holiday, and i juz remembered i haven started any of my single projects yet!! i hav gt a total of 4 projects to do!!! OMG!!!
VB, HTML, CCT and also 1 for my dumb elective!! hahaha.. i can still be so happy and nt scared!! im so dead!!lolx.. its ok, shall start gettin stress and all when skool opens..hehehe..
for nw, look forward for a happy new year!! hahaha

alrights, i guess i could end here for this entry.. but before tat, a few things i want to remind myself. what ever tat has happened has already happened... no point lookin back and tryin to think too much abt it... u noe ure mistake nw, and donmake the same mistake again... juz try to change the mistakes tat u have made and start a new chapter... =)
hahaha wth, im tryin to lik self motivate myself here!!! lolx
but yea, it does werk and help me a bit.... hahaha...
ok when skool starts u hav a couple of things to do.... firstly, stop eating so much and exercise!!!hahaha... u hav a target to achieve OK?lol.. secondly, concentrate in ure driving man..nw tat u are goin to hav a car to drive soon=).... lastly, er.... u noe i noe can already!!! hahaha...
OK WTF, im tokin to myself here in my entry!!! LOLX
okok, tats all for now!!!hahahaha

ok G!! heres the updates alright!!! hahaha.. been lazy and moodless to blog la.. haha, needless to tell u coz u practically noe hw im feelin rite now and all the shitty stuff im goin thru!! anyway, tks alot for being such a gd fren, although at times u keep sayin i make u sad!!=(.. hahah, but most of the times i make u happy rite!!!=)

OK, nw let me think if i gt anythin to update anot.... hmm, sat was out pratically the whole day. morining to afternoon went for all my classes. later in the evening, went to yishun to catch a movie wid my fren.. was suppose to watch a tamil movie but the fucking timings were so screwed!!! i was there at 5pm and the movie was only showin at 9PM!!! arghhhh... damn fed up man.. went all the way juz to catch the movie, but who the hell wants to wait for 4 fuckin hrs!!! so then, we decided to watch an english movie instead( step up)..
oh well, the movie was nice esp all the dance moves!!! i would rate the movie 4 out of 5... hahaha, at least my efforts to yishun was nt a waste!!!=)
after show, chilled, ate and then headed hm!!
Sunday nothin much.. juz stayed hm and rot!!
monday back to skool... hmm, first time i went hm before it actually turned dark!!! was hm by 6pm... hahaha.. boring, boring, boring.... even today, reached hm so early... fuck lifes gettin boring!!! anyways, at least nowadays i gt more time for myself alone..
and yes.... im seriously POOR!!!=( i need to werk!! if nt i can nv survive for long... tuitions are all on hold at the moment becoz of holiday...so mean while, was thinkin of werkin at some F&B area..ARGHHH.. so much stress!!hahaha

17th november.. a day nw tat i regret the most!!! made so many ppl get so upset all becoz of me!!!im starting to lose so many of them one by one.... most importantly ive, made some ppl lose the trust they had on me!!! fuck i feel so damn guilty... all of it has juz gt to come crashing down at me at 1 time.... im slowly losing the hope and strength within me... wonder hw long this things will drag on...
anyways, even though all seems so fucked up for me nw, im still putting up a big smile on me=) hahahaha....
although i noe it may be so fake on the outside, it still does help me to keep moving on wid life=))..

lastly, im lookin forward to tis friday's gathering!!! it seems all the 5C2 peepz are comin down!! hahaha, long time since i saw those idiots!!! Whole class goin to hav dinner at sakae sushi and UOB!!! hahaha, cant wait to see hw much they hav all changed... well, also heard there's clubbing aft tat!!! hahaha.. hopefully i can join u peepz for tat!!!

OK G!!! enough updates alrights!!=)

been moodless to blog tis past few days.. or rather, iv gt nothin much to say...
but lately, hav many things bothering me.. not sure wat i shld do!! i don wan to look into into it too much though!!! however, there are still some decisions yet to be made!! fuck i really hate tis feeling!!! sometimes i regret having to meet new ppl in my life!!! it totally sux..watever!!!
Every single day is a terrible day for me!!
no one is too be blamed but myself for all tis confusions...
i wan to see u change tats all...

1st nov- sha's birthday
3rd nov- G and dad birthday
5th nov(today)- sis birthday

well, on the 3rd, the class did a suprise cake cutting for our beloved small G... haha.. and i noe she was damn touched!!
on the same day, was dad birthday... hmm, sadly the whole day nv got to see him.. when i left to skool, he left to werk already!! gt back hm, and he was nt back hm!! returned only at 3am and i was already asleep by then.. oh well, juz wished by via SMS... lik a bit rude but no choice! oh well, who family was nt hm.. bro at camp and older sis at japen... so maybe tats why there was no celebration for him!! hahaa
and today my sis birthday..she juz turned 23!! lol.. i always keep reminding her tat its time for her to marry!! 23 already and gettin old!! same for u too G!!lolx..
anyways, sis still at japan!! so could nt celebrate her birthday too=(.. but she is returning tml, so i guess there will be a belated one!!lolx
a couple of classmates birthdays comin up too!!
and wat a period to be super broke!!! argh... at tis age already money is givin me so musch stress!! i owe alot of ppl money and damn i don noe hw im goin to settle all of those!!! not working currently also!!
thinking abt all tis juz gives me a headach!!! fuck tis is juz life for me!!
amyways, for the first ttime i feel my sat was put to a gd use!! wholeday was doin skool stuff!!! manage to complete my html assignment( although i took lik almost the whole day!!) and also did my part of my vb assignment!!=) so nw left to complete my vb and also hav to figure out hw to use illustrator by friday!!!
and today, was suppose to go church wid a fren... but tis the second time i did not go along!! hahaha.. was feeling damn lazy to wake up so early to go to church, although i had someone to lik drive me down there!! but wat to do, when it comes to holy stuff, i juz don seem to be intrested!!! =)
hahaa nvm next sun ill promise to go!!
so today whole day, did nothin much!! saw brother and sis play thier maple!!! both damn high lvl!!! im lik still a noob!! lolx.. so nv get to use comp until nw only aft bro return back to camp!!! since hav nothin much to do also, so here i am bloggin!! lolxx
goin to slp soon, but before tat, gt somethin important tat has to be done!!=X

okiezz.. yest match wid RP was gd!! overall is a win!! yippy!!
well, gals both doubles lose though, but its ok!!=).. more more practice.. tml match against NP.. sure win liao=X..hahaha.. well, cca starting to get fun... thats the only thing tat keeps me frm stress of skool stuff!!hahaaa...
alamak, every single day in skul is so boringggg.. no fun=(!!.. nothin much to do actually... i also can see i don really learn much!! but im trying la... theres still alot of lazyness in me!!hahaha.. and yea, yest went dinner aft the match wid a fren.. and OMG, saw a very very old fren..hahaha.. at first i could not regonise until he came over to my table and stand infront of me!!! for lik 1 min, i totally didnt noe who he was... my fren who was having dinner wid me, he was lik who the hell is tis guy who juz come standing infront of us lik tat!!lolx.. hahah damn funny... bloody hell, the reason why i could nt regonise him was becoz he lost so much of fucking weight!!! he looked damn fit too.. previously, he was a damn fat chubby looking small boy!! but, when i saw him yest, i was lik...speechless!! hahaha.. change so much!!!
oh wellz, aft having a nice dinner, had a free ride home again=).. upon reaching home, use the comp for a while and straight went to sleep!!! was fuckin tired yest.. and today, really had no mood to wake up for the 8 am class.. but no choice had to pull myself up!!! and damn, tis bloody wisdom tooth of mine is giving me a real pain in the ass... damn painful until, my cheeks were swollen when i woke up tis mornin.. the whole left hand side of my face and neck ached lik hell today...grrr..
anyways, things arnd me nowadys are really heating me up, or i would say pissing me off... but im juz goin to stay calm and humble!! don wan to react lik my past!!
i juz wanna see some changes tats all...but am i expecting alot??

been a long time since i blogged..
verylazy to update things and all.. anyways the last week was deepavali.. was not so bad for my family this year..lik everyove was more united=).. and yes, the second day some poly frens came over to my place.. didnt do much though! ate lunch, sit arnd, talk cock and take crappy pics=)
ok aft deepavali, cant remember wat happened the following days..(so skip)lolx!!

well, wed went to city hall aft skul!! before tat headed to woodlands wid g and her fren!! haha, both are damn retarded and funny ppl!! later both went somewhere and i went city hall.. went there to settle some past business which was left unsaid abt!! finally settle the prob and feel relieved!! previously, before leavin to city hall, i did tell g my reason for goin there.. so this gong and her fren , later came down to city hall to spy on me lolx, to see wat i was doin and who i was wid...saddly g, ure purpose of comin was wasted coz u were to late!! HAHAHA.... anywaays later, went to my frens bookshop slack there, and was sent hm by a taxi!

as for thursday, nothin intresting happened. normal skool day.. but damn, now im starting to dislik tis GD(graphic design) module.. very afraid of me juz giving up on it.. coz when i don lik something or hav no intrest in it, i will tend to easily giv up!! sian.. anyways, aft skul went for trainning.. tis time training was proper.. everyone played a ful game wid one another.. was a gd practice=)

and yest, it was our first game wid SP!! damn, overall we lost but we did win a few games!!
Girls: lost both doubles=(
Won 2 singles lost 1 single=)
boys: lost 1 won 1 double==
won 1 single lost 2=(
actually, SP is not tat strong!! everyone of us were very nervous and did many mistakes during the play!!
but im glad tat the team spirit was there.. and i think NYP did try their very best=)
Monday, will be our next match against RP.. heard RP players are damn gd... especially their doubles!! ok im so dead!! sp already cant win, hw to win RP!! fuckkkkk.. but nvm, still wont giv up=))
match ended at 10.30.. left TP and reach NYP at 11.. was suppose to go dinner wid the rest at AMK, but did nt join them coz i had to go hm=(... aft yest, i can start to feel more bonded wid the team...unlik the past, so worried and paiseh for being the only year 1 there for all the trainings!! i think sooner or later i willl get use to it...=)
well, tat was all for the week!!! lookin forward to the match wid RP on monday!=))